Through My Eyes

My journey through recovery and the transformation into the new me after abuse

2015 brought a lot of changes for me.  I went and saw the movie War Room with my mother.  Of all the movies I have ever seen, this one will be one that I will forever remember.  I don’t have room to have a War Room but I have in fact made a War Wall.

I start each day praying for guidance to make the right decision.  I pray for my board members and for us to touch other peoples lives as people have touched mine.

Last night while I was at work I got to thinking about my faith.  I have not been faithful to God but I expected him to hear my prayers when I prayed for my dads healing when he was sick.  I pray to him when it was convenient for me.   I thought about how many people do that.  When people become diagnosed with cancer or have a horrible tragedy strike their lives the first thing they do is pray to God and ask others for prayers.  Why do we do this?  Why are we part time believers that expect full time benefits?  We wouldn’t expect our jobs to pay us if we only showed up once in a while.

I pray for the strength to stay a full time faithful servant to my Lord.  I hope for the strength to help others.  Most of all, I open my heart and my mind to do his will.  It is through him that Standing Courageous is possible.  1 Corinthians 16:13-14  Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be courageous; be strong. 14 Do everything in love.

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